Thank you

So I went to my appointment yesterday and it did not look good. I still have to see my physician on Friday so that we can go over the options but the doctor that performed the procedure said that it did not look like by tubes were cleared.
I am going to be optimistic until I see my Doctor on Friday.
I know that everything happens for a reason but sometimes that reason is not so clear. Maybe I was given step children because I was not meant to have my own children. Only time will tell. I am sure that one of my options will be another surgery but I am not sure if that is the best option. I am also sure that there is not guarantee that it will work. Maybe I was meant to help some child out there in this world that needs to be saved.
Becky I love you too. I am so glad that we met. I am glad to have the support of my friends. I know that I will have my child some day. I was going to calll you yesterday but I wa feeling yucky and wanted to jsut lay on the couch and do nothing.
I am grateful to have this blog to be able to get everything off my chest and hear everyones input thank you for your support.